That shatters your heart and makes you want to scream your lungs out.
You cry so hard you don't make a sound,
And you bury yourself in your pillows,
Phone away, hair in a mess, face a disaster and veins popping out from your neck.
You feel so much pain, but you can't make it stop cause they're not physical.
You reach in to comfort your soul but you remember the things that made you this way.
To suck it up, tell yourself you're stronger than this. You don't deserve these shit, you say you'll stand up.
You wipe the tears away and you tell yourself it'll be over.
That the pain will leave eventually and you'll have your happily ever after.
You watch as the last tear flows from your cheek and into your hand.
You feel like you took a shot through your chest and you bleed in silence.
I know, I know how it feels to be thrown from a high building. To see what you thought was perfect crumble to lies.
I know what it feels like to be alone and to feel so defenceless because you have no one to trust.
You're a turtle without it's shell.
You're a homeless person who has no one to turn to.
You feel like you want to sleep it off, because people tell you that you'll feel better.
You laugh to yourself because you know it's, what they call, bullshit.
What do they know?
Well, I know.
